Silent Sleep

This is the first time i'm using that widget off of igoogle to write this blog post, i just wrote a really long post, and then the paged just freaking refreshed. Now, i have to start from scratch again. I just can't wake-up. I've tried really really hard, i just can't do it. I don't know where i got the genes to have poor insomnia as well. I can't sleep in cars, planes, boats, basically anything moving. It takes me long enough to fall asleep. Yesterday, I set my alarm for 6:25 a.m. and i told myself i was going to wake-up. I wake up at 7:30. I didn't even hear my alarm go off. I was mad and tired. My dad comes into my room, trying to pull me out of bed. I'm lazy and sleep. I barely had lunch, i didn't even have breakfast. Today, i ate: a poptart and a rice crispie treat for lunch and a strudel for when i got home. I usually don't eat that much, so i'm okay, a little ditzy, but that's normal. I didn't speak at all at lunch. I was trying to prove to my friend that i do indeed have the will-power, to shut-up. I never realized how much i talk. I don't even hear what i say half the time. I don't even remember what i say. Anyway, it was hilarious because during lunch, there were moments of awkward silence. It was because i wasn't talking, i really do need to learn when to shut-up, but i have so much to say, just no audience who will listen to me :(