Spark In The Dark

Today was actually okay. On my math test, i got an 83. That's not bad, but not my best. I think i will survive this year. I'm surprised that one of the most smartest girls i know, got a 66. I watched "The Notebook" and it was amazing. That movie is so sad, and i was tearing a bit. Check it out, Rachel McAdam's stars in it along with Ryan Gosling. I feel like I'm fading though. My friends talk to me, but it's like I'm temporary invisible, then i come back from the fog. They walk in the hallways along with me trudging behind. Has that ever happened to anyone here? It sucks, a lot. I'm watching TV, along with writing this post, and an 8-year-old killed his father, well isn't that nice? That's just lovely. Why would you hurt your own father? Well, i don't understand life from the eight-year-old's p.o.v. but that's still disturbing. Christmas is coming! I remember when my sister told me that Santa Clause wasn't real, i was 8, i think. I didn't believe her, but it made me curious. The next Christmas, "Santa" left a note, i compared it to my dad's handwriting, and it was a match. I felt like a minor detective, putting the clues in pieces. My dad never denied that it was his handwriting, but it was really obvious. I haven't seen my dad in a week. I wonder what he's up to. He should be home tomorrow. Tomorrow, Twilight is out! I'm so excited, i haven't bought tickets in advance, but I'm going to the midnight show. I hope Stephenie Meyer finishes Midnight Sun eventually. She's a really good author. Now, the news is talking about energy drinks. Many students drink them. My opinion, disgusting, sugar-loaded crap. Enviga, is my favorite iced tea drink, but it has 5 calories and barely any sugar. I've been bored, so I'm adding a new song that describes my day, or just because i really like it daily, so check it out! More to come...
I miss my camera a lot, i took this about a month ago, my street looks exactly the same...